Big Demon - Chapter 827
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In the course of her life, she was full of pain and sorrow, hatred and selfishness. WwW. NgWeNXuE. M and Ding Wanyan’s life is mostly gentle, loving, tolerant and generous.
The two completely different personalities are full of contradictions, contain each other, influence each other, fight and entangle each other.
This has caused a great change in the personality of the deity of all spirits.
“Okay, you won.” Lei Dong gave a sullen face and smiled bitterly: “Wanling, I hope you can see that for the sake of me helping you get back the Heart of Chaos, it’s just destroying me. Release my wife and children. .”
“Lei Dong, are you begging me?” Wan Ling showed a trace of pain and hatred on his face, and slowly closed his eyes.
“Yes, I’m just begging you.” Lei Dong’s face gradually recovered his calmness, and he said quietly: “I would like to bet and lose. I am the one who accidentally loses the game.”
“Lei Dong, you begged me for another woman?” Wan Ling’s expression went crazy. The two personalities continued to clash and interweave, causing her to fall into a state that is uncontrollable: “I love you so deeply, deeply Love you, how can you betray me?”
Lei Dong was stunned, where he knew Wan Ling’s series of changes, and he was immediately lost in confusion. What is the relationship between himself and Wan Ling? How could she fall in love with herself deeply?
“Lei Dong, you are mine.” Wan Ling’s complexion changed quickly, returning to a gentle state, turning over and riding on Lei Dong. His eyes looked at him affectionately: “Don’t worry, you will always be mine. How can I kill you if I love you so much? Thank you for the Chaos Heart you gave me. I will make good use of it to master and complete me. My wish. However, there are other women in your heart that I cannot tolerate. I will help you clear the obstacles.”
Lei Dong suddenly angered, and whispered: “Wan Ling, I thought you were a great person, are you a lunatic?”
“Mad? Maybe, no matter what you think. I will only do what I want to do.” Wan Ling rode on Lei Dong’s body and twisted slowly: “In my memory, there have been I have had too many loving experiences with you. I like those feelings very much. But I also know that it is the joy of you and Ding Wanyan, which hurts me all the time. I have experienced a life that belongs to others, but I can’t extricate myself from being immersed in it. Thunder, I want you.”
“Don’t think about it. Disgusting and shameless woman.” Lei Dong rebuked in a low voice.
Wan Ling’s complexion changed, and his heart hurt when he was humiliated. I don’t want to hear him curse anymore. He immediately sealed his mouth. Then his face gradually eased. With slender hands, like the most tender and affectionate wife, untie his clothes little by little. Tenderly said: “Thunder, don’t worry, although I have never had a similar experience with others, but I have learned a lot of this aspect for you. I will let you enjoy the greatest happiness. I am It will also make you forget all your past, in this life. I will make you always only me and love me alone. Those people you were before. I will help you kill them.”
“Perverted, bitch.” At the critical moment, Ming Ji hiding in the sea of thunderous consciousness was stomped and cursed with anger, “How can there be such a shameless woman in this world. How dare you to push my house back?” The master’s business is here. Humph, even my old lady has coveted the master’s body for a long time, and I haven’t had time to enjoy it. Shameless, mean, nasty.”
“Hey, when I trouble you, please pay attention to whether there are people next to you. Don’t covet it all day, enjoy it.” Lei Dong’s consciousness interrupted her helplessly and said, “Ming Ji, is there any way? Wan Ling’s Soul Lock is too powerful, after being attacked by her, he can’t move at all.”
“Master, you are a supreme and powerful person. I am just a small tool spirit.” Ming Ji looked sad and dissatisfied and said to Lei Dong: “It’s all because you are too careless, Master. Beauty is currently not in control. Stay on your own. When it’s over, she has taken off your clothes. She is going to assault you. She is touching…”
“Shut up, if you dare to do this, I will betray you and throw you at Wan Ling.” Lei Dong was also ashamed and embarrassed by her, and said angrily: “What’s the use of complaining now? You don’t pretend to be smart. What’s the use of keeping you if there is no other way?”
“Don’t do it, I think of a way, think, think.” Ming Ji’s eyes lit up suddenly: “Yes, didn’t I teach you how to leave a mark in the other’s consciousness before? This need is opening your mind. It can be done without resistance, or without defense. For a while, the master’s divine might will surely make the all-spirited **** **** for death…” The most exaggerated thing is that she talked about **** for death. When Xianshi, his face is full of expressions of enjoyment and sex.
“To be practical, my consciousness is trapped in the spirit and cannot move, how can I invade her consciousness?” Lei Dong hurriedly interrupted her lust. The thing that I learned in Ming Ji’s hands is indeed very useful, even though it’s a side-by-side approach. But sometimes, if the side door is used well, it may not be able to solve the big crisis. At the beginning, Ming Ji was also thinking about this method in order to avenge the old master, and after numerous experiments, she succeeded in developing a set of methods.
“That, only me, the most charming and charming stunner, has come out to attract the attention of all souls.” Ming Ji said with a proud and contented expression: “Master, you will take advantage of all the souls for a while. I’m not prepared, I secretly separated a ray of consciousness and hid it outside.”
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“What’s the matter with this woman?” In the outside scene, Tantai Bingyun, who was locked in a small world, was dumbfounded, and his face was red with shame, and whispered in a low voice: “Although this elusive dragon is sinister and vicious, But Master has never said that she is lustful and lustful?” She was ashamed and angry.
They saw that the all spirits suddenly became amorous, and with all sorts of magic tricks, they began to molest and thunder. Those gestures and provocations, even Tantai Bingyun, who had been married to Lei Dong, felt too lewd~ extravagant, beyond imagination.
Ding Wanyan also used magic to deceive her daughter’s vision. Although she is a woman, she still sees her cheeks flushed, and whispers: “In order to deceive her husband, Wan Ling copied all of my everything. Memory and life factor. It’s like becoming another me. If she can’t accept my feelings and my deep love for her husband, I’m afraid she can’t deceive her husband. Therefore, her feelings and personality will inevitably merge. It’s my feelings and love for my husband.”
“No wonder, before I was arrested by her last time, I saw her become you talking to yourself, showing affection for thunder.” Tantai Bingyun suddenly realized: “I thought she was acting deliberately. Woolen cloth.”
“Bingyun, hurry up. I’m not worried about my husband’s body being violated. It’s just that Wan Ling’s personality is very distorted. With my memory and personality entangled with it, her personality has changed more and more, like a lunatic, who I didn’t expect what kind of things she would do when she suddenly thought.” Ding Wanyan also said anxiously.
“It’s coming soon, my master’s method is very complicated, I have to merge it.” Tantai Bingyun also worked extremely anxiously. Green onion jade hands. Constantly squeezing all kinds of complicated tactics, the whole body was filled with turquoise waves like smoke. Don’t hit the seal. It is to penetrate like every hole.
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Just when Wan Ling used a special method, thunderbolt’s body had become hot and unpredictable, and the instinct became thinner, and the dragon stood angrily. And she suddenly became amorous, her cheeks were red like a tender young woman, and her shirt fell on her own. She revealed her perfect and proud body like a goddess.
“Husband, concubine will let you live in this life. Regardless of body and mind, I will always be the only one.” Dang Wanyan’s deep love for Lei Dong. Adding to Wan Ling’s own sex, it becomes a strong possessive psychology.
The perfect body is like a goddess, riding up.
“Hmm~”
Wan Ling’s delicate body was trembling, and the squeaky moan seemed to be from the depths of the soul, trembling and intoxicating. At this moment, the two utterly different personalities, as if they had received a strong psychological stimulus, began to gradually merge.
“Husband, we are finally together… it feels good to be human.”
With all kinds of spirits and amorous feelings, lingering with thunder, his unparalleled **** lips lightly printed on his chest. As her movements became more violent, her face, like a goddess, became red.
“So nasty, so disgusting.” Ming Ji jumped up and down and began to hit the Soul Lock, trying to attract Wan Ling’s attention. He said: “Master, are you ready…er, what are you doing, Master?”
She only felt that the thunderous consciousness seemed to be trembling, and she was in extreme enjoyment.
“Nonsense.” Lei Dong’s consciousness, as if enjoying a strong sense of pleasure, said with difficulty, “You don’t know that consciousness is connected with the soul, and the soul is connected with the body. Although I can’t direct the body, it does not represent the body. The feelings I got will not be fed back to the soul and my consciousness. Although Wan Ling must be able to cut off the connection, she obviously does not want to do that. Hurry up, I feel more and more intense, and I can’t control it. “
“Well, you all-spirited bitch, not only played with my master’s body, but also played with his consciousness. My old lady did it.” Ming Ji turned her consciousness into a thorn, and pierced her on the soul lock fiercely. Theoretically speaking, the soul lock is also transformed by the spirit of all souls. At the same time, she continued to pass on the fluctuations that she wanted to express.
“Wanling, you bitch. Don’t you like thunder? His consciousness is being flogged, ravaged, and crawling on the old mother…”
“Who?” Wan Ling’s consciousness fluctuated, shaking like a furious. In the past, she was just relying on a reenactment of past experiences, enjoying the joy of fish and water with thunder, and enjoying some of the feelings and pleasures of being a person.
Now, she has finally fulfilled her long-cherished wish, and she is truly mingling with Lei Dong’s soul and flesh. Her current feeling is that she has experienced almost three generations, the most refreshing one.
However, suddenly in Thunder’s consciousness, there seemed to be a woman, and she kept saying that she was tarnishing Lei Dong’s consciousness. This makes the thunderous feelings of pride and “deep love” worthy?
As if feeling the majesty and anger of all spirits, Ming Ji flinched from subconscious fear. But even if she backed down, how could she escape the already vigilant spirits.
Immediately, Wan Ling’s powerful consciousness invaded the thunderous soul. Slightly unlocked the soul lock, rolled up Ming Ji like tentacles, and dragged it out abruptly.
At the same time, Lei Dong separated a small ray of consciousness according to the plan, and seized the fleeting opportunity. He broke through the Soul Lock and flew out directly.
“Let go of me. You perverted woman, Lei Dong is mine, and always mine. You old and ugly temptress, you don’t know how many years you have lived, and still want to occupy my Lei Lang?” Now, although Ming Ji was extremely scared, she still acted according to the plan. One is for the present master, and the other is. It may not be without the intention to avenge Pluto, the old master who created her.
“Okay, okay.” Wan Ling was furious and furious: “A little conscious life that has no soul, dare to come and grab a man from me, it is ridiculous. I can crush you into powder with a single thought. .”
“What about you killing me?” Ming Ji shivered with fear, but still said aggressively: “I live in the thunderous spirit every day, and get along with Lei Lang day and night. I already have deep roots in love. Even if you kill, I can’t change. I am Lei Lang’s favorite. A arrogant and domineering woman like you. A snake-hearted woman. My Lei Lang is dead and will not like you. Bitch~ shameless, nasty, you only deserve to lick me That…” Ming Ji opened her mouth, unscrupulous, facing the mother of all spirits, she dared to say it like this.
“Ah!” A mysterious force invaded her consciousness. Ming Ji only felt that her consciousness was about to collapse. The pain is extreme.
“Do you think that I can’t cure you if you are only conscious? I can make you aware. Feel the extreme pain.” Wan Ling smiled charmingly: “Don’t worry, I will not kill you now. I will keep your life and let you Take a good look. How your merciless Lei Lang was conquered by me, and since then he treated me wholeheartedly.”
“Don’t think about it~” Even in the pain that is about to be annihilated, Ming Ji still swears with her mouth very hard, pouring out all the foul language in her life to all souls. Since she was conscious, her biggest wish is to avenge the Pluto who created him. Today, the biggest enemy is in sight. Ming Ji was also willing to give up, regardless of everything.
Under the full firepower of Ming Ji’s taunting, all spirits, who were already in the extreme confusion of consciousness, became dry and angry. But she still wanted this unaware consciousness to know what the supreme was.
Wan Ling concentrated all the firepower on Lei Dong, and under a hearty madness, it seemed to make her fly straight to the clouds. Just when she and Lei Dong’s consciousness were in a time of dying.
The thunderous ray of sub-consciousness, when Ming Ji taunted the attention of all souls, and when she was in extreme excitement, it quietly extended into her soul, reached her consciousness, and reached the deepest level. Place.
This is not the first time that Lei Dong has done this kind of thing, and he is very familiar with it. And it was not the first time in Wan Ling’s consciousness. At the beginning, she had opened up her spirit and consciousness completely like herself, and gained his trust.
The subsequent sub-consciousness kept making hands and feet secretly, and without all the spirits noticing it, in the deepest part of her consciousness, she branded her own.
Wan Ling’s attachment and feeling to Lei Dong became deeper and deeper, and his eyes became increasingly blurred and coquettish. Not just thunderous hands and feet, her own consciousness is also undergoing earth-shaking changes. To politely talk about the love, feelings, and experiences of Lei Dong. It is also changing the personality of All Souls all the time.
Wan Ling didn’t know where to learn from various methods, and brought thunderous main consciousness and herself to the cloud again and again. And she is sinking deeper and deeper.
Finally, it was time to tremble with each other again. Tantai Bingyun, with a cold and angry face, finally used the way the master left behind to quietly get out of a small space. Cooperating with the master’s later inheritance, and fusing the blue wave illusion, the more subtle Zhoutian Breath Restoring Technique, sneaked behind the two who were drunk and dreaming of death.
A dignified and thick green aura, transformed into a sword aura, and hit Wan Ling’s back severely.
With the strength of Tantai Bingyun Sub-Holy Grade, it is usually difficult to attack her in a sneak attack. However, all spirits at this time are in a situation where they are defenseless against the outside world.
After being severely hit by Tantai Bingyun, the body guard’s Qi Qi was too late to use, and the green sword Qi passed through his chest.
“Puff~” Wan Ling spouted blood, his body was shaken, and the soul was also agitated, trembling violently.
At the same time, there was a noticeable slack in the soul lock condensed by her mind. Lei Dong’s main consciousness, although in extreme excitement. However, after all, the consciousness was still clear, seized this opportunity, and the consciousness flourished, sending out a shock wave like a tide. Abruptly rushed the soul lock.
Lei Dong instantly took control of his soul and body, the supreme-level powerful spiritual thought, turned into a stormy sea. Crazy assault on the souls of all souls.
After practicing for so long in the Chaos Sea, the Azure Dragon Emperor was finally entangled to death. Although Lei Dong is still supreme, his strength has long since been different. Even if it is compared to the current Wan Ling, it is not much to give up.
The contest between the two still depends on who has the upper hand. Wan Ling, under various unfavorable factors, was obviously unprepared for a sudden counterattack by thunder.
Under the impact of the divine mind tsunami, the divine soul was almost shattered and suffered severe damage. In extremely fierce and intense pain.
It hasn’t waited for her to fully react. The thunderous hand turned into a magic claw, pierced her chest, and suddenly squeezed her heart.
For existences such as Wan Ling, the heart exploded, although it would not immediately cause the spirit consciousness to collapse, but it was also a very big trauma. At least it will greatly reduce the power of her sex.
Lei Dong’s series of counterattacks are not over yet. Divine Soul has invaded away, condensed into a whirlpool of eyes of reincarnation. Attraction involved her soul.
Painful feeling. It suddenly appeared on Wan Ling’s face. The blood remaining in the corner of the mouth, and the disappointed look in the eyes of disbelief. Like a needle, stinging thunderously.
However, he had no choice. If you don’t kill Wan Ling, your wife, children, and family, including yourself, will be destroyed.
“Wanling, you used my master’s relatives to coerce her to do such a painful thing.” Tantai Bingyun’s expression was cold and expressive: “Have you ever thought of having today? It’s really good and good.” . Evil comes with evil. You can’t think of it, and finally fail. Even before my master is dying, I have worked hard to figure out how to deal with you? And. If it weren’t for your Zhoutian breath-gathering formula, I would also fail. There is no way to attack you. Heaven, it is true that Heaven has retribution. Wanling, you are self-inflicted and cannot live.”
“And me, Ming Ji.” Ming Ji saw that all the spirits had been restrained by thunder, and the divine soul was being pulled into the eyes of reincarnation little by little. I trembled with excitement: “Pluto created me, and I treat him as my father. It was your vicious conspiracy that killed my father. Today, I finally helped him take revenge with my own efforts. Haha, Master, try harder to kill this bitch.”
Although Wan Ling was in great pain, his face gradually calmed down. A pair of eyes looked deeply at the thunder that was killing his soul. At this time, she was free of resentment and irritability. On the contrary, he was relieved, relieved, and even reluctant and grateful for Lei Dong. It seemed that I was nostalgic for Lei Dong and I wanted to thank him for being able to end my endless pain that lasted for nearly two reincarnations.
Seeing her calm expression and eyes, thunder moved for some reason, and my heart was aching.
But he didn’t dare to stop, he was afraid, he was afraid of many things. I am afraid that my wife and children, lover, will encounter unexpected events. Bit by bit, Lei Dong tore her soul into pieces and turned it into pure chaotic aura and origin.
Just when the spirit of Wanling seemed to have been obliterated for less than 30%. A trembling voice rang out, and he sighed softly: “Oh, brother, help her erase the memory and save her life. After all, she is just a poor person. In order not to let the child After experiencing the suffering of reincarnation, it becomes like this, excessive pursuit of power, unscrupulous means, and even madness.”
“Politely!” Lei Dong said with excitement, but he did not dare to relax in his hands. In case of a turnaround for her, everything will be lost. Looking back, he was shocked. Next to Wanyan, who was thinking about it, there was a cute little girl who was a little bit like Wanyan, but also like himself…
“Well, you, are you still saying good things for her? You are too big.” Tantai Bingyun stamped his feet and said, “A enchanting evildoer like Wan Ling, even if he died 10,000 times, he would die.”
“No, I understand her.” Ding Wanyan took Lei Nuan’s little hand, walked over gently, and said tenderly: “Junior Brother, this is our child, I only gave her the nickname Nuaner .Leave all souls alive, she is just a hard-fated person who is not reconciled to her destiny. I am also a mother, and I understand her. If I meet her, I will become crazy and unscrupulous. . For the sake of the child, a mother is willing to do anything.”
“Wanyan!” Lei Dong looked at Wanyan, then looked at Lei Nuan’er, and said in a trembling and soft voice: “Nuan’er, yes, it’s me, our daughter?”
“Hey?” Ding Wanyan stomped and cursed: “What do you mean by Lei Dong? But you have to be more or less grateful for this matter. If she is really cruel, she won’t send a clone to help me safe. Gave birth to this child.”
Lei Dong was embarrassed. I laughed twice: “No, no, I am, I was really too excited. Okay, please don’t be angry. I will listen to you and let her die. However, I will help her dissipate her hostility and resentment. Drop. I’ll be reunited with you in a while.”
“Lei Dong, you don’t need to help me get rid of the hostility.” Wan Ling said suddenly and calmly: “Ding Wanyan. Thank you for your plea. But if I can’t help the children get rid of the sea of suffering, what is the meaning of my life? Lei Dong, you now have a complete Heart of Chaos. It will be sooner or later to be promoted to the master. It depends on how I saved your wife and daughter’s life, even if I let them go. Can you help me? …”
“Do your best. But I can’t guarantee that the master will do it.” Lei Dong said with a sigh, from Wan Ling’s calm and relieved face. He knew the mind of Wan Ling.
“Thank you~” Wan Ling’s face. Slowly became gentle and passionate: “Thunder, in fact, I am very pleased to be able to die in your hands. Just now, I was also very happy, you made me a real human woman. If the next reincarnation, I really I can live again. I hope. I can see you again.”
“Hey, what on earth are you…” Ming Ji jumped into a thunderous voice when she spoke. But Wan Ling suddenly broke free of the thunderous eyes of reincarnation. Teleported into the air with a crash. It directly detonated her soul and body.
The green life force spread out in all directions, crystal clear, falling on the ground, and then rooting and sprouting flowers.
Lei Dong watched this scene, feeling a little bit painful in his heart for some reason.
“Junior brother, don’t think too much.” Ding Wanyan took the child, walked forward, held Lei Dong’s hand, and said softly: “Wan Ling did this, just trying to get rid of it. In fact, she doesn’t want to. Controlled by boundless hatred and violence.”
“I understand. I have my persistence, and all souls have the persistence of all souls. No one can talk about good or evil.” Lei Dong opened his brows, and looked back affectionately holding onto Ding Wanyan’s hand: “Sister, these days , You’ve worked so hard to hold on by yourself. It’s me who is not good, so that your mother and daughter have suffered so much.”
Ding Wanyan’s pretty face was filled with a happy smile, and she blushed slightly and said, “Bingyun and the child are watching.”
“Hehe.” Lei Dong laughed, picked up Nuan’er, pinched her nose with a smile, and said, “Baby Nuan’er, do you know who I am?”
“It’s bad daddy.” Lei Nuan’er said with a small mouth.
Lei Dong was embarrassed, and said in amazement: “Politely.”
“I didn’t say it.” Ding Wanyan covered her mouth and laughed, and glanced at Tantai Bingyun.
“Well, don’t you look at me?” Tantai Bingyun powder flushed and became nervous.
“That’s what Aunt Bingyun said. She said that Dad is bad and likes to bully people.” Nuan’er said everything outright.
“Bingyun, come here.” Lei Dong said with a smile: “Tell me carefully, where did I go wrong.”
“I can’t come, you bad guy, big demon.” Tantai Bingyun was embarrassed, turning into Bibo and preparing to escape.
“In front of this supreme, do you still want to escape?” Lei Dongxie turned into a demon with a smile, and wanted Fairy Tantai to grab it: “You are a godless fairy, just obediently follow this demon.”
“Help, help. The big demon is tricked.”
“Even if you break your throat, no one will save you. Jie Jie. Obediently give birth to a little witch with me.”
“Hey, Master, where are you going? Don’t forget your best behaved, obedient Ming Ji.”
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Time flies, and then another hundred million years have passed by in a flash. In the long years, the Three Realms had long been unified, crawling under the thunder of the Devil Emperor. Orderly and without a lot of fearless fights.
And Lei Dong, also in the long reunion with his family and lover, naturally lived a very happy life. It’s a pity that with supreme level strength, it is too difficult to nurture offspring in a normal way.
Under the rumbling of its happiness, Lei Dong relied on the Heart of Chaos to firmly achieve the Domination Level step by step.
Become the existence that truly dominates the universe.
It wasn’t until he reached this level that he really felt the profound meaning of the universe. Although he can control all the laws of heaven and earth, just as life will bloom and wither, so will the universe, heaven and earth, also die and be reborn. He has no way to make the universe immortal, and heaven and earth cannot reincarnate.
Lei Dong sighed, slightly worthless for Wan Ling. She is crazy about it, and what she insists on does not help her in the end.
The universe world. It does not represent the way of heaven. In the final analysis, it is only an existence under heaven.
The only thing Lei Dong can do is before the deadline comes. Do your best to bring some people you care about, people close to you, to detach yourself from the world. To avoid the reincarnation catastrophe.
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I don’t know how many years it has gone through. After a long time, even Lei Dong has forgotten many things. He just remembered and went back several times. His universe has already turned into chaos.
Finally, I waited for a while.
When Lei Dong returned to this cosmic generation after the reopening of the universe, with some insights and memories, he found the position of the solar system earth in his memory. It was an accident to see a lonely existence on the earth. The upper body is a girl, and the lower body is a woman with a snake. Being clinging to the law of life. Learn to create life, but she is the loser again and again. Her appearance faintly shows the shadow of all souls.
“Child, what’s your name?”
“Name? Oh, I don’t have a name.”
“Okay, let me choose a name for you, Nuwa, okay?”
“Okay. Nice name. What’s your name then?”
“Me? You can call me Hongjun. Can you tell me what are you doing?”
“I’m making people.”
“Why are you making people?”
“I don’t know. I just want to make people, I tell myself. To make people, there are memories of human beings in my mind.”
“Well, I’ll teach you… to create human beings, we must first understand the laws of life to the deepest. However, human beings are too complicated, so we should learn from the simple ones, for example, the simplest life factors… You see, This is the life formed by a single life factor. They represent the most primitive and basic life.”
“Wow, what is this green tuft? So ugly~
Lei Dong: “…”
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(End)
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Final thoughts:
By the time I write the final three words of the whole play, there will be more than fifty minutes before 2013. I was exhausted physically and mentally, with gaunt energy, but I felt relieved and happy again. Because I made some promises and fulfilled a wish.
Once upon a time, the Big Demon was very brilliant. He was once number one on the double list, and the number of subscriptions exceeded four thousand and five on the first day it was launched. Because of some personal reasons, problems of thinking, emotional problems, attitude and way of writing, etc., some readers who like big monsters do not want to see things.
These have hurt many people. I have also become very decadent, and I have always been in a state of anxiety, and I dare not even look at the book review section.
I also want to try to stand up, but every time I stand up, it doesn’t take long for me to fall.
So I am ashamed and dare not face the many readers brothers and sisters who are waiting silently.
However, it is also the persistence and waiting of many people, which made me understand a lot of truth. In many cases, patience, persistence, and hard work are far more important than being talented. It also allowed me to examine my own shortcomings.
So I decided to try to completely change myself, change my attitude, philosophy, world outlook, and many bad habits that I have already developed. From the intermittent period of April, May and June, to the gradual stabilization in July and August, to the basic stabilization in September and October, to the complete stabilization in November and December.
This process is very difficult and painful. I did not pursue any achievements, nor did I pursue profit. Just writing silently, working hard to complete the plot. It’s more gratifying to get a perfect attendance award of a few hundred dollars. This makes me happier than subscribing easily.
Some people say that the country is easy to change and its nature is hard to change. The hardest thing in the world is to be able to recognize one’s mistakes, and the other is to have the courage and perseverance to correct one’s mistakes.
The mistake has been made, and all I can do is to try to make up for it. As my wife said, about the big demon, you have to give yourself an explanation, and even more to the readers. Therefore, I work hard and want to give myself and everyone a complete explanation.
In the last two months, the plot did go faster. But I have tried my best to do it, not straightforward, nor perfunctory. Instead, I tried my best to write out the world and story that I was thinking of in my heart.
Maybe, there will still be many people who are dissatisfied with my explanation. I am here to say a sincere sorry to you.
Here, I also want to express my gratitude to the reader brothers and sisters who have been supporting me all the time. I am really grateful. The writing process of “The Big Devil” is also the biggest change in all aspects of my life so far. I tried my best, learned a lot, understood a lot, and matured a lot.
It is precisely because of your company and encouragement all the way that I can gradually walk out of myself.
I also hope that everyone will continue to support me in the future.
I dare not say that I will be able to write amazing plots and books about www.mtlnovel.com~. But I believe that with the twists and turns of “The Devil”. I have been able to achieve stability.
Life is not a novel.
For a man to mature, he must experience many setbacks and hardships. I also want to say to myself here, it’s more than 30 years old, and I have a lot of experience, it’s time to mature.
Thanks again to all my dear readers. Regardless of the genuine piracy, it is a kind of fate for everyone to read the same book and experience the same thing.
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Fairy forgiveness & impermanence
December 31, 2012 (to be continued)