The Top Translator Alpha and Her Elite Queen Are Subject To - Chapter 233
If you have to ask Shen Wanqing, what regrets do you have in this life, it is probably not being able to say goodbye to your mother properly.
Before her mother’s accident, she seldom lost her temper, but suddenly lost her temper for some reason.
Shen Wanqing regretted it time and time again. She should have held back, and she had held back more than once, but that morning, her mother told her: “Dad can’t come back today, we don’t celebrate our birthday first.”
Shen Wanqing’s long-awaited birthday was over, and she lost her temper with her mother and cried a lot.
Mother answered a phone call and went out. After she calmed down at home, she had already started to regret it.
She missed her father, why didn’t her mother miss her? If her father didn’t come back, she lost her temper, and there was nothing her mother could do.
It’s just a birthday, it’s nothing, little Shen Wanqing always reflects on herself, she shouldn’t lose her temper.
She even thought about talking to her mother and not losing her temper.
However, this farewell turned out to be a farewell forever.
She couldn’t see her mother that day, and she, who had been avoiding her grandpa, took the initiative to ask her grandpa where her mother was.
Grandpa told her not to ask too many questions, but to do what she should do.
In the eyes of others, she is just a child, a child of other people’s family, and having fun is a daily routine, but she has a lot of things that she should and must do.
That’s why Lin Xuan once asked Shen Wanqing about the happiest time. Most people, if they didn’t have childhood misfortunes, would have the happiest memories when they were young.
After all, when she grows up, she has studies, a job, and social life to face. Shen Wanqing’s truest thought at that time was that she had no happy time.
If she had to pick out a certain period of time from her life, it was when her mother was alive, at least she still had a child that her mother loved.
The little Shen Wanqing couldn’t fall asleep all night, and hid in the bed in the middle of the night, crying secretly.
The nanny at home probably heard the movement, and gently pushed open her door. She shrank under the quilt and dared not cry out.
Everyone told her to be a brave person, especially her grandpa. Every time she showed a sad expression or was about to cry, grandpa would scold her.
Gradually, the little person knew that she couldn’t cry, and she didn’t have the right to cry at home.
But that was her mother, her favorite mother, who stayed with her every night after she came to China, only that day there was no news.
The next day, the person who brought the cake came first. Maybe the mother changed her mind because she saw her crying and asked the store to deliver it in advance, so that the birthday can be celebrated without waiting for Dad to come back.
The delivery man smiled and wished her a happy birthday, and praised her as a beautiful child.
Shen Wanqing couldn’t laugh. In the afternoon, she waited for the bad news that her mother died in a traffic accident.
At that moment, Shen Wanqing’s sky collapsed.
She was so frightened that she even forgot to cry.
Her father came back soon, and he didn’t cry, but she, who had learned to read his words early, could see that his father was in great pain.
She resented her father in her heart. Why is this man always away? He is not fit to be a husband and father.
The funeral is a formality in China, Shen Wanqing still didn’t cry, but grandpa said to her at this time: “Why don’t you cry?”
The man pinched her and made her cry. Shen Wanqing suffered from pain, and finally couldn’t help it, crying loudly.
Afterwards, grandpa said that she was not normal, and that she didn’t cry when her mother died. Shen Wanqing was still confused at that time, and she didn’t feel that her mother was dead.
However, in the following days, with familiar scenes and no familiar people anymore, Shen Wanqing gradually had a real feeling.
Mother is dead, she really left the world, and will never come back.
Father didn’t stay at home for too long, and he was sullen. He tried to pretend to be relaxed in front of her, but he couldn’t escape her eyes.
After her father left, Shen Wanqing began to be disciplined by her grandfather. When she was beaten by her grandfather for the first time, she no longer had the protection of her mother. Her heart seemed to be gouged out.
Shen Wanqing called her father. When she was young, she wanted to seek asylum. Unfortunately, her father’s phone could not be reached. Just like before, she missed her father and asked her mother to call her. She rarely got through at once.
Shen Wanqing shrank her small body under the quilt. At that moment, she clearly felt that her mother would never come back, she was alone now, and no one could protect her anymore.
She lay on the bed, cried all night, lost her mother, stabbed her repeatedly like a sharp knife, she regretted and annoyed, she shouldn’t have quarreled with her mother.
All emotions such as loneliness, anxiety, fear, confusion, etc. are intertwined. It is also the first time for Shen Wanqing to experience complex emotions, which cannot be described in words, and live in fear.
For a long time afterwards, she tried to miss her mother before going to bed, and she hoped that her mother would fall asleep.
Maybe my mother was really angry. She never entered her dreamland, but she was worthless. When she was saddest and most helpless, what she longed for most in her heart was her mother.
She has always wanted to see her mother, and she knew it was impossible, but she couldn’t help but have such thoughts in her dreams.
Now, Shen Wanqing has returned to a familiar place, which is her mother’s hometown, the home of Xiyuan Temple in Tokyo, where there is a beautiful garden dedicated to her mother.
The garden is colorful and full of flowers, the breeze blows, and the petals fall all over the ground, like a road to heaven.
At the end of the road, there was a bridge with blue sky and dazzling sunlight on the bridge. Shen Wanqing squinted her eyes, staring at the familiar scene absently.
After her mother came to China, she had a falling out with her family, and Shen Wanqing never went to Xiyuan Temple’s house again. Now she seems to be in the garden when she was a child, her nose and eye sockets are sore.
Under the dazzling light, a familiar figure gradually walked out, Shen Wanqing couldn’t believe it.
My mother was walking towards her wearing her favorite kimono. The kimono was embroidered with beautiful cherry blossoms, one after another, like glaze rendering, blooming beautiful flowers one after another.
Shen Wanqing’s tears flowed down the ground.
She stood there in a daze, her horns trembling slightly, unable to speak a word.
When the living mother walked towards her with a smile, she subconsciously took a step back. Someone behind her gently held her waist, and Shen Wanqing seemed to have just recovered.
Lu Zhixia pushed her lightly, Shen Wanqing took a staggered step, and her mother had already walked up to her, her mother’s appearance didn’t change much, but she became more mature.
The mother opened her arms, smiled and called her name in Japanese, and said gently: “Dear baby, come here and let mom hug you.”
Shen Wanqing froze in place, still in disbelief, tears streaming down her face.
Her mother had also come to her, and when her mother made an embrace, she didn’t feel it, and her tears fell even more.
“Mom.” Shen Wanqing choked up and called her mother in Japanese.
“Mom’s baby, don’t cry,” Xiyuansi Chunshi lightly touched her head, and smiled lovingly, “How are you doing this time?”
She wanted to say it was bad, but she nodded habitually. Xiyuan Temple sighed distressedly in spring: “Darling must be very hard when mother is away, but seeing that the baby has grown up and is still very beautiful, I heard And I have a lover, I am really happy for my baby.”
The woman who would call her baby didn’t seem to be angry, Shen Wanqing cried and apologized: “I shouldn’t have lost my temper with you that day, Mom, I’m sorry, I’m sorry.”
“Stupid child, mom didn’t blame you.” Xiyuansi said in a soft voice in spring, “Mom just regrets not being able to spend a longer and longer time with my baby in this world.”
Shen Wanqing couldn’t hold back the tears at all, dripping down his cheeks.
Xiyuansi Chunshi comforted: “But don’t worry, my mother is in another world, some are working hard to live, and some are secretly paying attention to you.”
Xiyuan Temple Chunshi walked to the table next to him, beckoned and said, “My dear, come and sit with mother.”
Shen Wanqing’s pace was very slow, but she still followed Xiyuan Temple’s Spring Time, and finally sat at the table.
There was an exquisite album on the table, Xiyuan Temple slowly opened it in spring, and said with a smile: “Look, the photos taken by my mother in another world, aren’t they beautiful?”
There are many photos in the album that Shen Wanqing has never seen before. Her mother is either standing, or sitting, or on the beach, or on the mountains… She smiles lightly, as if she is really happy.
“That’s great,” Shen Wanqing choked up, “Mom has always wanted to travel, and finally she did.” She stretched out her hand for the picture album, but it was nothingness, all of this was an illusory dream, but it was too real, and her tears birched. Fall more.
“Yeah,” Xiyuan Temple Chunshi slowly flipped through the photo album, and said with a slight smile, “Mom is living seriously, baby? Is there anything you want to tell mom?”
Shen Wanqing picked out some good ones like dumping beans, and told her mother.
Mother always praised her, she was great and brave, at the end, Xiyuanji Chunshi said: “I know you have also experienced bad things, but my daughter is very strong and has come through, mother hopes that you will stop hating grandpa , and don’t resent Dad, and don’t miss Mom anymore, Mom just wants you to live a good life with that Chinese girl named Lu Zhixia.”
Hearing her mother mention Lu Zhixia, Shen Wanqing burst into tears.
“Mom also knows that the girl stacked lucky stars for her mother. Maybe because of this, my mother lived the life she wanted to live.” Xiyuansi turned to the last page of the photo album in spring, and the last photo was Xiyuan A photo of Si Chunshi and Shen Wanqing, when Shen Wanqing was still a child, hugging her mother’s thigh.
“My little guy has grown up, and so has my mother.” Xiyuansi Chunshi coaxed, “Don’t cry, don’t cry, look at my mother is also very strong, she didn’t cry.”
Shen Wanqing twitched her nose, with a strong nasal voice: “Mom, I, I…”
“Baby, Mom loves you.” Xiyuansi Chunshi said it first, and Shen Wanqing said it embarrassingly: “I love you too, Mom, in the next life, let me be my mother and you be my daughter. I will take good care of you.”
“My daughter, mother’s precious treasure.” Xiyuan Temple stood up slowly in spring, “From this moment on, let go of the past and move forward, okay?”
Shen Wanqing sobbed and nodded, Xiyuan Temple walked towards the bridge in the light and shadow in spring, she turned around, walked backwards, and said with a smile: “Mom is going back, you should go back too.”
Xiyuan Temple walked slowly towards the light in spring, and Shen Wanqing followed her forward, step by step, she really wanted to grab her mother’s hand.
The sun became more and more dazzling, and the dazzling brilliance almost swallowed his mother. Shen Wanqing stretched out her hand and cried, “Mom—”
“Wanqing, mother is gone, goodbye.” Xiyuansi waved his hand in spring, and the last smile was swallowed by the strong light. Shen Wanqing subconsciously chased after him. There was also a familiar voice: “Sister.”
Like a dream, Shen Wanqing wailed again, turned around and threw herself into Lu Zhixia’s arms.
Lu Zhixia caressed her back, licked her cheek gently against her ear, and whispered: “My good sister, I am here, I will always be here, I love you.”